By Kay Heitsch
I wasn't sure what happened when I totally gave Todd and my life to the LORD. I did know something supernatural had taken place, with this amazing feeling of liquid love filling my whole body.
The week before, I had gone to the grocery store and reached for some cereal Todd liked. Realizing I didn't need it anymore, I had grabbed Brandon out of the grocery cart and left everything in the middle of the aisle. This shook me to the core. I couldn't pretend I was fine. The numbness was wearing off, life had gotten real! The nightmare was there, but the numbness and blurred vision were gone.
Now, after this liquid love experience, today was a new day! I didn't know what had happened, but I had a feeling that everything was going to be alright. I wasn't alone. I had hope that God was going to bring something positive out of Todd's death.
I did get groceries, which we needed. People stopping by slowed down, but it didn't matter. I had hope! I was getting well.
This vague feeling that something was missing was gone!
Could it be that I had finally found what I was searching for? I totally believe it was. I learned that only God could fill the empty void in life. He wanted a personal relationship with me.
I believe God wants a personal relationship with everyone. He has a plan, and only working with Him will we ever work the plan He has for our lives.
I praise God that He filled the void in my life. I have never been the same.
"Write down for the coming generation what the Lord has done, so that people not yet born will praise Him." Psalm 102:18
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